I've been very angry about the things said in this thread. I am tired of drama, tired of guild/GL crap, tired of hearing about banks, tired of everyone "deserving" things from me, and tired of feeling like I can't just play a freaking game like everyone else.
I wrote out a reply addressing a lot of the accusations, assumptions, and flat-out lies that have been posted. Then I realized that no matter what I write, it doesn't matter. No one would read my big, long post anyway. And even if every one of you did read and agree with what I'd said, Ma7 said he doesn't care and he is your "decider."
I'll address a few things that people keep asking about, so the rumors and assumptions can stop right the fk now.
But... You Have Banks and Banks of Stuff We Want!No, I do not.
In the weeks before I disbanded DeadSox, Luxure and I gave away all gems, CA equip, and other useful items to the people who stayed with us to the end. We gave everything out based partly on points and partly on who stayed active helping try to keep DeadSox alive after everyone else left. I gave some Hearts, an Eye, a Soul, and some CA equip to Luxure for standing by my side to the end. I took nothing for myself.
I posted in DS Forums on November 19 that we'd given everything away. Nearly every active ex-Sox has logged in to the DS forum since then, including Ma7. The fact that there are no more DeadSox banks should not be news to any ex-Sox.
I repeat, for the retarded people:
There is nothing left of any use from DS banks. But... We Deserve It ALL!That's nice. You know what? Even if there were anything left, it wouldn't belong to Ma7 or Serenity. DeadSox property will never belong to ANYONE who willingly chose to leave DeadSox. If all that "hard work" was so important, then perhaps they shouldn't have chosen to walk away.
That was always the rule: If you choose to leave the guild, you forfeit your right to guild points, gems, and items. It’s so funny… everyone loves this rule until they are the one who leaves. Then, suddenly, they feel it’s totally unfair.
But.. But... Stuff!I have nothing left to give you, other than a friendly voice and decent gaming skills. That's not good enough, according to your leaders. Since I can't do Jedi Hands and make banks of elite equip and gems pop out of thin air and hand them over to Ma7, it seems I cannot meet his special conditions for joining.
All I wanted was to have fun again and be a normal player like I did before the summer. I appreciate all the encouragement from many of you, but maybe now you understand why I told you all that the chances of me being treated normally here were slim.
~ Jai